Well it's 12:30 in the afternoon and today I have not cried. I've heard songs on the radio that normally make me cry so maybe I am entering a new phase of grief. One where I can control my emotions..well that may be a little strong but at least I'm not so emotional as I sit at my desk and work. I'm typing this without tears and that's a huge improvement. I even typed an email this morning without tears.
We got a new puppy yesterday. Pam would love him but may be bothered that we got him from a pet store. Now this wasn't just any pet store - it was a place Pam used to take Ashley, Caitlin and Zack on a weekly basis to love the puppies. Now one calls us family and I know she would have loved him dearly. It may not have been the rescue she envisioned but we did rescue him from his little pen at the store.