Thursday, February 25, 2010

Spring? Are you there?


Is spring on it's way? As I look around our yard, there are signs everywhere. Being in a new house I have no idea what is planted beneath the cold surface of winter. I look forward to seeing what the spring will hold at our new home - there are crocus sticking their heads out of the ground, looks like maybe a few daffodils - we have a camellia bush which is one of my all time favorites at the corner of the house.
Yet yesterday it snowed - not a lot but it snowed and there is also the chance of more next week. It's been a cold wet winter and we haven't had one of those in a very long time. Maybe for me it was a gift from Pam - she knows I love snow. Maybe she asked God to give me the beautiful, peaceful snowy mornings that I have so enjoyed this winter. But as much as I love snow, she knows I love spring equally as well. I simply love to see flowers blooming and popping out everywhere. Perhaps this is why Pam's Christmas cactus continue to bloom in the kitchen window - I have been simply amazed at the longivity of their blooms.
Monday morning when I came downstairs I was greeted with a breath of spring on the kitchen counter. Kirsten left a note of thanks to me and gave me these beautiful tulips - oh I love tulips. I cried of course but it was a sweet cry of knowing that I am loved.
We may see more snow - many are crying enough already... but we have the assurance that spring will come, sooner or later it will arrive because God created it so.

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

The gift of snow


While many are grumbling about the mess the snow leaves behind, I've tried to simply enjoy God's provision to cause our busy lives to slow down. My sadness came from most of the snow falling during the night. I simply love watching it fall and working Friday night at the theatre stopped me from seeing the early snow and then bedtime stopped the night time. However, I did get up at 3 AM to see if I could see it but to no avail.
Why do we say we want snow and then when it comes we hate being shut in? Is it simply that we aren't ever satisfied? Is it simply because we always want what we don't have? I wish it were cold - I wish it were hot - I wish I wish I wish.


I simply wish to be thankful for the this moment - truly thankful and yes, that is very, very hard. I'm reading a book One Simple Act:Discovering the Power of Generosity and I'm taking it very slow - I've read only one chapter and I'm pondering the lists of suggestions at the end:


1. Every day make a list of five things you are grateful for daily

2. List one praise item daily

3. Be thankful for "fleas" in your life - you want to understand - read the book :)


My life seems so out of control in a very "controlled" way if that makes sense and most of time is spent laying in my bed closed off from the world but that is my safe haven right now after dinner is cooked and all is cleared in the kitchen.


I would love another snowed in weekend - maybe I could get motivated to work on my bedroom and get rid of those boxes that seem to multiply daily.


Today I praise the Lord for my husband who loves me now matter what...I am blest.