Home is hard

I'm finding our home is haunting me. Well it just is full of reminders of past moments that are precious and yet so painful. What do you do when you feel you want to run and yet you have no where to run. Jay and I talk about this often so I think we are dealing with our feelings in a healthy way.

We are both nuts about our dog and I think that is for the reason I mentioned before - Gizmo holds no connection to Pam. He's new and memory free.

Well it's Tuesday and I've survived another Tuesday almost. They are still the hardest days of all.